Britts Poems and Songs

Here is a song I wrote



I'm Gonna Fly
By:Brittany Dulin


I feel the earth beneath my feet
As I walk on the grass
The closer I get to flyin is when i'm runnin really fast

Chorus
But I wanna fly
Let me be free
Let the solid ground leave my feet
Let me go
Let me wings come out
Let me scream
Let me shout
Let me dream

I wanna break away of reality
I wanna forget about my mortality
I wanna feel the freedom
So I'm spreadin my wings

I wanna fly
Let me be free
Let the solid ground leave my feet
Let me go
Let my wings come out
Let me scream
Let me shout
Let me dream

Wheres the excitement on solid ground
When I can be in the sky and soar around
When I can look down on everyone else
When they use to look down on me
This is where I wanna be


I wanna fly
Let me go free
Let the solid ground leave my feet
Leet me go
Let my wings come out
Let me scream
Let me shout
Let me dream

I feel the air rushing all around me
And I've never felt so free
Nobody can reach me here
Nothing left to fear
Because nobody's holding me down
I'm going to spread my wings now


And I'm gonna fly
I'm goin to be free
I feel the solid ground leave my feet
I'm gonna go
I let my wings come out
Hear me scream
Hear me shout
I'm living my dream
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Heres one of my depressing poems



You’ve Finally Stopped Me
by Brittany Dulin



A burning tear rolls down my cheek

I try to yell but you won't let me speak

I turn my back on what I only new

I can't let my world revolve around only you

I try to run but yet i fall

You pick me up and slam me against a wall

I feel the pain in my heart

As you tear whats left of me apart

I fall to the ground

Now theres now sound

I feel myself begin to break

Now I refuse to ever wake.
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Heres another song I wrote in 9th grade, not too good.



I have to Run

By: Brittany Dulin



i dont know what to do putting up with this pain

its just all drivng me insane

got words in my head i cant understand

im trying to keep up but i can hardly stand

all of its piling up on me

and baby you cant see

that its killing me!

[chorus]

dont know what to say

puttin up with every day

cant you see im crying

because im dying

theres nothign left to do

i was callin out for you

i just cant any more

this is the answer im lookin for

i have to run

yeah im done

i have to run

i have to run

i have to...

no room left for me

its time for me to see

its my time to go

its me i know

i have to get out

its time for me to shout

[chorus]

i was fallin for you

acting like a fool

taking my breath away

thought youd have something more to say

but you left me alone

you wont pick up your phone

now your gone

and i have to run

[chorus]

and i need you now

but i don't know how

you wont come back to me

i want to make you see

i cant go on

i'll soon be gone

so come with me

i'll show you what we could be

RUN WITH ME
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You couldn't understand me, even if you tried
You couldn't understand what these eyes hide
You couldn't understand the pain I feel
To have wounds that will never heal
To be pushed around
To be kicked at when I'm already on the ground
To be spat on as I cry
To have to wonder why
Why can't I be good enough
Why does life have to be so ruff
Why am I so different
Can I have a hint
Can I know why
Do I have to cry
No
I will stand up on my feet
I will not hide under any sheet
I will show my face and I will smile
I will not be treated like a child
I will awake now and I will be strong
I will prove the whole world wrong
I will be more than what I am
I will be a lioness that once was a lamb
You couldn't understand what that will ever mean
Because this is a pain that you have never seen
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You talk about me but you know nothing of my life
As my heart is peirced by you with another knife
I scream as I'm taken away by the pain
You leave me there to cry out in the rain
What have I done, do be treated this way?
To have to face the same pain every single day?
I try to be nice and force a smile on my face
But you still push me and call me a discrace
I try to stand but you push me again
I stay down for I know I could never win
I'll let you kick me
Because I know you'll never see
How I am just like you
but there is a difference to
something you can never tear apart
Because I have a kinder heart..
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I Can't Forget

By:Brittany Dulin



I see you everday and I feel a deep pain in my heart

It feels so strange now, being so far apart

You only want to be my friend now

but I just cant find how

Chorus:

I can't just forget how your touch felt

I can't forget how good your cologne smelt

I can't forget the feelings that you gave me

I can't let go of what we use to be.

I'm not letting go though I know I should

I'm not trying as hard as I knpw I could

I'm too scared to let the memories fade

Its too much of a price to be payed

If I could take a step in your mind

What would I find?

Could I find the hope that I am looking for?

Because



Chorus x2



Please baby end my fears

And wipe away my tears

Let me wrap myself in you arms

And protect me from any harms

I need you to hold me baby

I need you to come and save me



Chorus.

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I don't make a sound
I just stare at the ground
My heart is beating faster
Waiting for the disaster
You have the note and now you read
About how its you that i need
You look up at me and our eyes meet
I can hear the frantic sounds of my heart beat
I cannot breathe as I stare
Is it true that love is there?
You are walking towards me now
I try to speak but i've forgotten how
I came up to me as my heart woke
They words I've died to hear in which you spoke
I'm bewildered that it is true
AS you say; "I love you too."

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Our Love: An Unfixable Tragedy

I try so hard to make things right
I put up my hardest fight
But when all things fail again
I have to give up then
My voice turns small
I give up on my call
I've stepped down
I am wearing a permenant frown
Everything I've tried was a waste
The failure is such an aweful taste
I walk away with my head low
How to fix this, I will never know.

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Its hard to forget when the bruises are there
When you still imagine every rip and tear
I stare at the scars you gave to me
I hide them so the others will not see
But can they see the fear behind my blackened eye
Can the see how they are bloodshot from when I cry
Do they see the pain that I keep inside
Is it even necessary to try and hide
But I see it, I feel it, and it haunts me every day
The look in my eyes tell what I could never say
I am scared to tell
Too weak to yell
I give up now to you
do what you've got to do
This is the last time he has struck
This time I do not try to duck
The lights go out in my head
you can't hurt me now, I am dead

I look out my window and watch the rain
How I wish it could wash away my pain
I look at the dark cloudy sky above
A perfect way to describe this love
The winds rush against the trees
The way they fly free is such a tease
How I wish I could break away
Come back to a sunny day

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Do you hear it?
In the winds?
A whisper calls within.
It tells me to go forward now.
Tell me wind, Tell me how.
But all is silent
But still I listen for a reply.
'You must' they say and I wonder why.
but I do as I am told.
To see what secret the winds do hold.
And as I walk forward I see light.
Oh it is such a pleasing sight.
As I follow the winds directed hike.
What is this?
The wind whispers. "This is what life is like."

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What is beauty?
If it does not meet the soul.
What is love?
If your heart is a blackened hole.
What is happiness?
If your smile is forever gone.
What is life?
If you are but a pawn.
What is the meaneing of my existence?
If I am nothing of mere importance.
What could life hold for me?
I will never know what this answer could ever be.
What is beauty?
If it does not meet the soul.
What is love?
If your heart is a blackened hole.
What is happiness?
If your smile is forever gone.
What is life?
If you are but a pawn.
What is the meaneing of my existence?
If I am nothing of mere importance.
What could life hold for me?
I will never know what this answer could ever be.

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Again it is time for sleep
And again I will simply weep
When the light goes away
I am surrounded by the pain of the day
Everything that had been ripping at my heart
Tonight I will fall apart
The quietness will remind me that I am alone
The only sound is the sound of my painful moan
My heart falls to peices in my bed
As the painful memories fill my head
The final tears fall to my pillow case
Pain fades away and sleep takes its place.

WOOW.
AMAZING.
SIMPLY AMAZING!

lol thankies.

Losing

Hold me tight baby

Because I'm losing myself.

Losing everything that makes me who I am

Losing my reason for life

Losing my breath

Losing my heart

Losing you

Hold me tighter I can feel I am slipping away

Losing grip

Losing faith

Losing hope

Losing everything

Losing you

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I fight to keep my sight as I watch you walk away
I try to catch my beath to find a word to say
I try to move my feet but I am paralyzed
The shock of your words have me mesmorized
I can't make myself think the words are true
That the words really came from you
But the reality strikes me like a blow
I fall to my knees as I watch you go
Forever gone, my love, my life
In my heart an internal knife
I won't accept this reality
I feel myself lose my sanity
I can't let go, I must hold on
Because if I accept its real, you are truly gone

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Slowly breathing
Heart beating
Blood rushing
Head spinning
Skin burning
Body shivering
Your fingers trace my skin
I feel a burning within
A burn of desire
My skin sets fire
Softly kiss my lips
Hands resting on my hips
Such perfection
Pulling me in every direction
Too perfect to pull away
Forever I could stay
Forever with you this way

Frustrating love


I love you
but I hate you
I need you
but I can't have you
I think about you all the time
and its wrong
I always want to see you
when I should look away


Chorus


Forget this frustrating love
Its so irrational
But I love you so much
That I can hardly breathe
You're taking over me
My frustrating love


I hold you tight to me
and my heart aches when you try to leave
This love is such a pain
Its driven me insane
You're kisses make it where I can't think
Its making my heart sink
Why do you have so much power over me
Its killing me, boy, can't you see

Chorus

I just want to forget it
its so frustrating
I'm hypervenilating
so much control
that I can never let you go
I love you so
and I just can't..


Forget this frustrating love
Its so irrational
But I love you so much
That I can hardly breathe
You're taking over me
My frustrating love

Get A Clue
by:Brittany Dulin


So heres a sweet story about a boy and a girl
Theres a boy yeah he thinks hes pretty great
But I don't think his heads on straight
See he had me but now he don't
Thought he'd show emotion, but he won't
Hes walking around like hes something great
Psh, well he aint.

Yeah hes walking high, with her on his heels
ha! Hope they trip, hope they like how it feels
She laughs too loud and twists her hair
It makes me want to gag, i swear
He smiles that clueless smile
Hes as smart as a child


Chorus

Boy can't you see, can't you see
You can't fool me, no not me
You're as dumb as you act
I know you and thats a fact
Shes all over you
But she doesn't know what shes getting into
Boy give me a break and get a clue


Shes trashy
Too flashy
You're such an idiot
and soon you will regret
They day you let me slip away
Watch I'll be famous someday
And you're going to call my name
But I won't hear over my fans, aint that a shame?
Ha!

Chorus

Get off your high horse
by:brittany dulin.

Every morning I go to the same place
And every time I have to see your face
and I hate it
you say I should appreciate it
boy you drive me insane
you must think you have me on a chain
thinking you can drag me around
dragging painfully on the ground



Chorus:


Boy, get off your high horse
Your bound to fall anyways
life can be so blinding
when you're stuck in a daze
You can trip and fall
and lose it all
and you're gonna wish you listened to me
and you're going to crawl to me on knees
and I'm goign to tell you
Boy, get off your high horse


Boy you can watch my pain
flash across me face
but your smile stays in place
How can you act so proud
when my pains so loud
you must think your somethin
and everybody else is nothin
but it will hit you one day


Chorus


Its gonna hit you
and its gonna hit you hard
and boy you're gonna wish you had listened
and listened good
adn you'll be on your knees
begging me please
Boy its time

you get off you high horse

get off your high horse [[Repeat x3]]

baby...[[fade]]

These last three posted osngs were created by me for a friend of mine, we both put a little of our love issues and turned them into this song. Now we are working on bringing them to life

I trust you to love me
even if i dont love myself
even if love doesnt seem real
even if im hard to love
I trust you to love me
when im mad
when im sad
when im tired
when im happy
when im silly
I trust you to love me
Through the good
Through the bad
Through the easy times
Through the hard times
I trust you to love me
Thats why I gave you my heart
Thats why I give you my life
Thats why im forever yours

awww i love the poem and i love you

OLD POEM BY ME


So many ways
love has been described
put into a melodic rhyme
but love is not always sweet
its fragile and its weak
can make you spill a tear
and love becomes a fear
love is not always bright
not when its darkness covers its light
It can make you lose who you are
try to get back when you're too far
it tears you from the inside out
it gets so bad you want to shout
so is love so sweet
chocolate hearts
or is it as painful
when love aparts.

I love you too.

Love At Second Glance

BY: Brittany Dulin

Oh. Oh. Oh uh oh.

Baby listen

I got something to say

There somethings that I believe

but the fact that you believe you love me

In just one day

theres just no way

No I don't believe in love at first sight

But I do believe in wrong and right

No I don't believe in a second chance

But I do believe in love, at second glance

Boy I've seen you everyday

But my thoughts on you have always been the same

But now right now, loooking in your eyes

Theres something there that that holds a suprise

And i swear

It changed right there

No I don't believe in love at first sight

But I do believe in wrong and right

No I don't believe in a second chance

But I do believe in love, at second glance

Baby now I see

That its always been you and me

That second look

Was all that it took

To make me realize

That moment I looked into your eyes

Was love at second glance



No I don't believe in love at first sight

But I do believe in wrong and right

No I don't believe in a second chance

But I do believe in love, at second glance

YEAH!

Look in the mirror
What do you see?
Its my reflection
but it isn't me
every day I looked for who I was
But I buried her to deep
Didn't leave room for her to breathe
Is its true?
IS she gone?
Will I never see her again?
All I have is this false reflection
Sometimes I swear I see a flash of her again
But shes gone before I can hold on
Why did you have to chase her away?
Now you regret it everyday
Its a lost search
It will never work
This is you now
This dark mask you wear
You killed her
And it wasn't fair
But now shes gone
You can't get her back
Shes hiding away
For you to forget
Now you feel nothing
nothing but regret..

WTF IS THAT POEM SUPPOSE TO MEAN??????????

wow your poems are really good!

baby thats an old poem and actually you're the reason i wrote it. You told me that i had lost myself remember? THat you wanted the old Brittany back....thats when i wrote it.


Thanks Onyx

With every drop of rain
It seems to whisper your name
With every blow of the wind
It carries your scent
I cant escape you
you follow me
to the tallest mountains
and the largest seas
you are everywhere
everytime I turn you are there
I cant forget your presence
Its something I cant ignore
I cant run from you anymore
Your forever apart of me
But I will never get to see you
Touch you
Kiss you again
Because you rest in the heavens
But I know you are always here
Your memory will not dissappear


This is one of my made up ones it has nothing to do with me,,

How are you?
I am fine
Yes its been a long time
its good to see you too
you look up at the sky and then back at me
Isn't the weather fine? you say so simply
I say yes, I do agree
But then I think
Its raining inside my mind
Because I can't believe

Chorus:
We're making small talk
After all this time
We're making small talk
When I was yours and you were mine
We're making small talk
After all we've been through
We're making small talk
After all thoue nights of calling out for you
We're making small talk
When I still can't get through a day
Without thinking about you
And I can't believe
We're making small talk

i stare into your eyes as you talk about your life
How you've gotten what you always wanted
Two kids and a wife
And I can't help but picture what our lives would've been
If things had gone the way we planned
And I knew we wouldn't be
In the middle of the street

Making small talk

Ohhh

Chorus

Baby take me into arms
You will feel it too
That I'm still desperately needing you
You tell me that things are great
But I know you better
I can see the stormy weather
Behind those dark eyes
Things aren't as good as you say
You could tell me, we have all day

But instead

Chorus

I wrap my arms around your neck
just like I use too
And I whisper your name
You look at me and I know you feel it too

We shouldn't be here, making small talk
After all this time
when you could be yours and you could be mine
Theres no need to lie anymore
I am what you were looking for
No more wasting time
On all this small talk

Listen to the silence
turn off all the lights
stand alone in the dark
and stab a knife through your heart,
thats how I feel without you...
is that what you want?
Do you really want to be my end?
Do you really want me to hurt again?
Like you did before?
But this time you can't save me
Never again
You can't make me whole
because theres not a half left of me
You broke me


((I wrote this last year))

You're a Liar
You're a fake
You took my heart
And let it break
You made me out to be a fool
And I had to fight to keep my cool
But I can't any more
Its not worth fighting for
I won't let you drain me of my tears
I'll save those for happy years
I won't show weakness, no not anymore
I won't give in, no not like before
I won't let the real me hide
Look at me now
I have pride.


(I wrote this last year.)

i hate your last few poems they piss me off and yes i remember that and i meant every bit of what i said

they arent all about you ya know, some are really old. Jeeze.